Hey guys.

me again, like anyone else would post on this. anyway today I have been pretty down, everyone just feels like they are avoiding me and, when i really wanna talk the vanish.  It doesn't help that i keep thinking of her and it   rips me apart every time.  I don't know if I'll ever be fixed, honestly I don't think i deserve being fixed.  literally every thing I do makes me remember, when i hate to say it but i should just forget.